Monday, September 9, 2024
Cleveland Is Unpopular
Dear Wisconsin, Minnesota, the West-Midwest...
I wonder if Cleveland doesn't want to be popular. If they were smarter, it would sound like they were saying, "Do you think I care about you?" They're saying that anything I do that's attractive doesn't matter because they didn't do it. "Boy!" must they be ugly, then!
Feeling Peace and Comfort
I wanted to take a nap, but I know it's only peaceful after supper.
Here are some pictures of people sleeping, who feel either peaceful or not.
Being Babyish
Why is it going around that it's easier for humans who have non-White blood to have been "all that" and that they deserve nothing ... say a Generation XY person unless they seem like Tim Burton? or Andre Rieu?
"It would be a pleasure." "Grace me with your presence."
What do you think Andre Rieu could do for other people who get claimed to be "European" and me not?
Why do people need Andre Rieu, in particular though, if they're all "all that?" That wouldn't mean you'd argue that would mean in Europe I'd pop up as a need.
You might say hey look Andre Rieu did a lot for Christina and it was at great "expense" though. He gets sexual gratification out of giving pleasure to and loving young European girls, like everyone believes I'm the problem like I'm a witch, as well as not European in the end mixed anyway while White all along.
So, my question is that we're all still alive and not blind mostly etc. nor too fat to ever have a life like a clinical case, for example, etc. etc., nor dying soon from a disease. So, technically, we're all able to "win" as a "package deal."
My dad wanted someone pretty so dated Asians through the mail. Otherwise, someone else would win. So, what do you do, now?
I guess you could "fart" along and say at least it's convenient when he comes across some other girl who's all European that it's easy to get pleasure out of giving to them. I guess I was right that it's easy to affect a younger person and make them feel love and pleasure and sex etc., too! Anyway, I already said I think, like ... well, I should be seen as coming with a group of other girls, anyway- So, it's pointless to sit there and come up with a bunch of, like, riddles as to if it would be more pleasant to be with one younger girl longer than another, alone, but to infinity or absoluteness. Do you "just do that" to anyone? What would it mean to consider it, "to a degree" and for certain reasons? I think it's a bigger problem. It's something the whole world is dealing with, the problem of their youth and blaming people who are "better." So, it's a part of life. It's something to look forward to debating over.
Inheriting Racial "Genetic Makeup"
How do you feel about how it's supposedly about your ancestors, but then it's about starting new with a baby?
Lazy People
Do these people expect to "fart" and lay around and become something? Because I sit here and fight and react to their mental bull crap.
Incident
I ran into a guy who looks a bit Asiatic, maybe some kinda Southern European or Middle Eastern but intelligent like an Asian, somehow Asiatic.
He could tell what I was thinking before, having fun thinking about Andre Rieu and his girls, his "musicians," etc.
I saw him in his office and could tell he thought that there would be no more me seeming impressive, like saying he's been "building" himself being Asiatic to be as impressive as he is.
I thought of the supposed young men from Italy involved with the monitoring me in private. It seems as though people of less popular ethnicities or even races see me as one of them, "all in all," and that I'm an opportunity to total believing, however, that gives every single one of them the only one who has everything I've tried to accomplish in how I feel and think as a person and therefore who could have become interested in me.
He could tell what I was thinking before, having fun thinking about Andre Rieu and his girls, his "musicians," etc.
I saw him in his office and could tell he thought that there would be no more me seeming impressive, like saying he's been "building" himself being Asiatic to be as impressive as he is.
I thought of the supposed young men from Italy involved with the monitoring me in private. It seems as though people of less popular ethnicities or even races see me as one of them, "all in all," and that I'm an opportunity to total believing, however, that gives every single one of them the only one who has everything I've tried to accomplish in how I feel and think as a person and therefore who could have become interested in me.
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I guess I'll go to an activity in the nursing home at 10:30 A.M. It's called "Music and Motion." I have physical therapy at 11 A.M., probably. I have to put on my makeup, and contacts. I guess I'll take a shower after lunch, which is around 12 A.M.
It sounds like I might not get free transportation to the movies, so I may wait to ask. I may call Legal Aid Society for a heads up on if the apartments don't respond. I also need to ask about money since I didn't get to build savings. Homeless shelters give free rent for the first month at apartments and furniture. I'm in a nursing home, since the homeless shelters were probably full during a power outage while I was at the hospital...
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I just put my laundry away.
I'm hoping to take a shower soon.
I need to clean my water jug and ask to get it filled with ice! + cold water.
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If Scandinavia and Ireland/Scotland are both from Germany, I'm like 48%/50% or maybe less Northern European. Isn't France the most northern of Southern Europe? Therefore, it can be in-between or both. Anyway, if England is Northern Europe, so is Ireland/Scotland. So, is there any difference between Spain/Italy/Greece/Turkey and the smaller Southern/Southwestern European countries etc. and "Northern Europe?" I'm guessing Southeastern/Southern Germany are hotter than some of France.
"Still Waiting!"
A different aid heated up my spicy chicken sliders for 2 minutes, but she hasn't gotten back, yet. I am guessing something happened.
She is a nice aid. She has light wavy hair. It's long. Her eyes have to be blue. She's pretty thin but not that scrawny, though. Her skin is fair, and she looks like she has some freckles. In fact, her hair must be reddish. You probably already can see her, what she looks like.
Waiting, to Eat
I'm waiting for an "aid" in the nursing home to see my light by my door, or however they know I pressed my button for help, and to heat up my 2 spicy chicken sandwich sliders that came frozen, for 2 minutes in their microwave.
I guess that my next exercise for today is a jog outside with my nice new XL jacket that needs to be washed. It's quite cold, though it's the 1st half of September. It got this way, a few days back.
I'm also looking forward to doing maybe again a 20 minute full body standing exercise with my new 3 pound weights. It feels so good!
I also have my easy physical therapy session. I dunno but they do a little and then just put me on this bike for older people for 15 minutes, which is a help. It's fun sitting in there listening to the same people who work there, all girls and one male who seems to be mixed with African American or something and European-American, talk every day, Monday - Friday. I probably am to go at 11 AM. A lady from New Orleans had me one day and never called me back like she said in a few.
I got much better sleeping 3 times, my sore throat. At some times, I keep swallowing, but it seems to be okay. My eyes water, too, sometimes.
I have to check my menu and also activities. I dunno if I will be sleeping between lunch and supper. I might shower. Right now, I feel cold, and hungry... I had a few other snacks. I'm supposed to feel sorry for the people working here and was upset I ended up coming.
It's exciting checking Instagram for things on Andre Rieu in Latin America now with his people, his "musicians" etc...
Of course, I am on film|boards a lot. I got on new social networking accounts on my new laptop account, Google Chromebook cheap like $100. I made the backgrounds all 101 Dalmatians but not the original... I got a new user account for my laptop so I could start fresh. It really helps. I was a bit sad to give up my old BlogSpot, but it's okay.
Parents!
I am guessing that most kids who got an apartment their 2nd year of college and moved away from their parents for awhile had time to reflect on their parents, at least when they were out of school and not in their lives.
2 Bedroom Apartments
I asked for / inquired about information for some apartments with 2 bedrooms. At least one was a good price, maybe $850. Others didn't have prices listed.
I want an apartment with 2 bedrooms, although I am the only one living in it, for the reason that I want to make 1 bedroom like a ballet studio and maybe other exercise activities, like gymnastics and of course other dance. I would do fitness exercises in this 2nd bedroom, as well.
I got "a studio," last time. I know I want a bedroom. I also want a bigger kitchen!
Having your own bathroom is great and such an asset. If only I had that when I lived with my parents. I did, once, but I don't remember what it was like because I must have, "all too soon," given it to my younger brother, since he was still in high school and I felt so bad and otherwise illogical...
I have to leave the nursing home in "Lorain County" by the beginning of November. I will need a job, soon. If I got to a homeless shelter, I would get the 1st month's rent and furniture paid for. Then, I could wait a month to start working, so I could settle down and "take a vacation." I am supposed to call the Legal Aid Society to ask for help with all this, a nice African American girl from 211 said... like the fact I don't have savings, which I was trying to start building when I was finally released from the last nursing home, at which I was stuck for 5 months.
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