"Cleveland" and Joni?...

I think Cleveland really is just helping Joni but that they're not good enough to have anything to do with her and are pretty bad and in certain ways now.

Beach Blondes in Cleveland

The beach blondes in the Cleveland area are dumb and ditzy and think they can take liberty to do anything.

I just closed my door to annoy people being mean but not in a way they can say, and she tried to sound like she said, "Police."  That reminds me of the one in the hospital in December who wouldn't listen when I said I was better and wanted to go home...  I would up in the mental hospital and nursing home for 1/2 year.

Dreams

I dreamed in East Cleveland.  They supported it.

I dunno about Northwest Cleveland.  I did there, too.  I went to a nursing home further Northwest Cleveland in a different city, but the nursing home was bad.  Now, I'm in the county west, Lorain County.  I can still dream and better in some ways.

Still, these dreams were born in Orlando.  I just couldn't tell at the time how different it was.

Annoying

Wow, the people in this Cleveland area, Lorain County, think they can do anything like super powers boasting and trying to scare everyone and acting annoying to me.

Nursing Home Drama - Nice Man...

An old man in the physical therapy "gym" in the nursing home looked at a lady in there, who's rather obese, who seems to be from the Cleveland area and acted like he couldn't be okay at night just looking at her and what she did, to me.

Pennyslvania?

I overheard people working in the nursing home saying people like me with ancestry in Pennsylvania, like, shouldn't be allowed to have tasty macaroni with that "sauce" and acted like I should be dead or "wiped off the face of the earth" or something.

"My Life"

So, like before, for instance displayed and active in form in Orlando, I don't have to talk to other people my age bothering me, and Cleveland doesn't need to whip by with its fake facade like it's gonna stay as more attractive.

"Up North?"

People in Cleveland may have a lot of thoughts, but they act like they have to be "all that."  I think they are just jealous of normal places like Florida that they may call "modern" because they themselves are "backwards" in certain ways.

Cleveland

Cleveland has no hustle but has bustle.  The words just seem to fit that way.

"The American Dream"

Maybe, people shouldn't be allowed to move on socially and culturally in "the American Dream," if there is no better future for me ... for the children in a certain way etc.  The children in Cleveland are a weapon, in that they are the priority.

Cleveland Is Unpopular

Dear Wisconsin, Minnesota, the West-Midwest...

I wonder if Cleveland doesn't want to be popular.  If they were smarter, it would sound like they were saying, "Do you think I care about you?"  They're saying that anything I do that's attractive doesn't matter because they didn't do it.  "Boy!" must they be ugly, then!

2 Bedroom Apartments

I asked for / inquired about information for some apartments with 2 bedrooms.  At least one was a good price, maybe $850.  Others didn't have prices listed.

I want an apartment with 2 bedrooms, although I am the only one living in it, for the reason that I want to make 1 bedroom like a ballet studio and maybe other exercise activities, like gymnastics and of course other dance.  I would do fitness exercises in this 2nd bedroom, as well.

I got "a studio," last time.  I know I want a bedroom.  I also want a bigger kitchen!

Having your own bathroom is great and such an asset.  If only I had that when I lived with my parents.  I did, once, but I don't remember what it was like because I must have, "all too soon," given it to my younger brother, since he was still in high school and I felt so bad and otherwise illogical...


I have to leave the nursing home in "Lorain County" by the beginning of November.  I will need a job, soon.  If I got to a homeless shelter, I would get the 1st month's rent and furniture paid for.  Then, I could wait a month to start working, so I could settle down and "take a vacation."  I am supposed to call the Legal Aid Society to ask for help with all this, a nice African American girl from 211 said... like the fact I don't have savings, which I was trying to start building when I was finally released from the last nursing home, at which I was stuck for 5 months.