Christina Ann Joanna [Barrett]: 09/16/24

So, it came... An ugly or whatever Asian boy did something opening the trunk and was coming the back of the car. My mom was driving. She kept locking the front door and it didn't work. The back door locked. I think I got out and ran and fought him off using our arms. His teeth seemed like maybe there was saliva on them you couldn't see bubbles or slime or anything from. Is he Asian American? Anyway. It was like a road you might see on TV, disheveled grass, a gray maybe sorta uneven road but mostly flat or curved. The car was old, like the one from my Gramma I used for piano when I wanted to take ballet in a city where there was none but far away in the city where maybe we should have found transportation? I don't remember what happened. There was something like college and food involved and I was tired in a car and gonna use my cell phone to transfer money to eat. I remember then I guess it was like a banquet with all kinds of people I knew, like my family and saw my dad maybe across the table somewhere, a stereotype of a nurse in the nursing home... It wasn't a very long table. It had a white tablecloth. So, I felt like Andre Rieu was holding me like a toddler to his chest, but it looked like I was sitting next to him. I just moved in a little closer, like from 2 feet or 1 1/2 feet away to a little less. He seemed a lot bigger and more taller, sitting down, in a lot of ways. So, it was that before I was scared I was gonna die from that boy, technically. Now, it was that I felt scared of the party. So, I got to be close to him.

Growing Bigger

Women born around the early 1950s were mad telling us we can't grow past the age of like 11.

Ever seen German-American children lately? They look like they are 5 and the size of 7 at age 10. Imagine, light/white blond spiky hair and rather bright blue eyes.

Those women want all the praise for making it as model women. They want the girls who are chunky for some reason to sit on their laps...

Being Big

Do you think Andre Rieu got bigger to be more attractive?

An obese boy around my age maybe in the nursing home was looking at me like I was okay. I acted embarrassed I seemed to be using my weigh to look attractive and through the air pointed out the indents in his eyes, which many have, etc. I know with females, that means you ate. You shouldn't have to exercise to be skinnier than some people are. I still do. I try to eat more and somewhat considerably healthy.

I was cute and thin growing up. I'm trying to get big as I get older, but along the way I'm still not super huge. My torso for dance is like the largest size sometimes I think as of years ago, and usually it wasn't. My feet grew, too.