I think my blood sugar was about 150 last night, this morning, and this afternoon.
I'm usually like 230-380, now.
¼ Irish French German ¼ Irish Swiss German French Dutch ½ Chinese-Indonesian
Friday, September 13, 2024
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Activities
It seems like a lot of activities in the nursing home have been cancelled, lately. Maybe, at least 3 in the past several days.
Absuive
A young guy with dark hair in a wheel chair just rolled by in the nursing home and told me to turn down my music and I just asked "Why?" assertively.
Apartment!
I'm applying to an apartment by the old conservatory of music I went to. The man on the phone was so interesting. He seemed tender and at the end had a delightful evil laugh. He was resounding in aura but had a rather thin but attractive voice.
I already applied in August.
Maybe around $900. Not bad.
I'm gonna work, already applied for a job there, actually.
Music
The female soloist is actually star quality. Of course, you're saying she's good and comparing her to others "of her time."
Strangely enough, so is the male.
Catholic Hymn:
Morning - Woke Up
I took a morning walk downstairs, down the hall, there.
My blood sugar was only 165, a low for me.
Thursday, September 12, 2024
Andre Rieu...
I already waited patiently and talked around my problems, and it's funny Andre Rieu is still sore. So "how long" and "how much" is this a problem?
Andre Rieu - "The Wait"
What is Andre Rieu doing doing s*** to me now dancing like an idiot if he's going to be nice to me, later? For you stupider people, when I say he's dancing like an idiot I don't assume it's a negative connotation. If he's waiting, shouldn't there be some sort of pause or other action "first," you know like to get it over with? So, what happens after he dances around like an idiot? Does he curl up and tremble and say, "Feel the power?" So, I need to make it informed that in saying he is sometimes "dancing around like an idiot" it's not that every time he dances but just when he's hating on me after he promised me so much like I'm s*** to think anything matters but just if he does it to me. I know if someone else did all this stuff it'd be okay. That's a big thing. It's like I do all this wonderful stuff, but people are mean to me. If someone else said it, their dreams would come true and I'd be depressed about it being unfair.
Promise
Also, Andre Rieu his own promises to keep to me. He has more planned against me and less to help me.
"Sent Away"
The people monitoring me in private put Ellen DeGeneres on maybe and had her what I name "'hurt' my ears." I had to defend myself, and now Andre Rieu wants to make it so I can't enjoy memories of him when I so chose but not be one to cause me other problems.
Audio Recording
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Well, night, I'm feeling a bit dried out inside, like my back is sore. I'm kinda tired and not that awake, too.
Apartments
I applied to studio apartments in the county Cleveland is in, which's name is Cuyahoga County. I applied to the ones about $800 and less per month. I also have an extra $100/month bankruptcy bill. I applied to maybe just under 10.
















