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Thursday, September 19, 2024
Pierre and Andre
So, when Andre insults me because he's "embarrassed" about his son or feels sorry for him, aren't I supposed to have a cozy life in friendship with Pierre Rieu etc.?
Pierre Rieu's Daughters
Pierre Rieu's daughters don't look like him, before you saying his being Jewish can be the excuse.
So, we should work on him.
Dreams
I dreamed in East Cleveland. They supported it.
I dunno about Northwest Cleveland. I did there, too. I went to a nursing home further Northwest Cleveland in a different city, but the nursing home was bad. Now, I'm in the county west, Lorain County. I can still dream and better in some ways.
Still, these dreams were born in Orlando. I just couldn't tell at the time how different it was.
Andre Rieu...
I noticed he actually featured a solo flautist. He probably knows about the flautist I saw who was more attractive than me, and it must represent her.
Andre Rieu...
Status
I just got back from physical therapy. I did things with weighing down on my arms and legs for, like, 1/2 hour.
I just got my blood sugar tested and will proceed to making my bed soon.
Cheese lasagna for lunch. I'm happy. I forgot to see if I wanted the alternate lunch, which would be egg salad sandwiches.
🚿
I just took a shower and feel and look much better!
I'm changing my bed sheets. I'll put my laundry in. I already am having my comforter and pillowcase washed.
I paid $41/$42 for the application fee for the apartment I like.
Wednesday, September 18, 2024
Annoying
Wow, the people in this Cleveland area, Lorain County, think they can do anything like super powers boasting and trying to scare everyone and acting annoying to me.
Question
... You all barely say anything and think everything has a negative connotation.
Anger
I saw a video of someone with Andre Rieu acting threateningly. He "said" I didn't apologize for something "big." It's none of his business snooping especially. He's an accident. I can say whatever I want to say. I didn't hurt anyone. I guess people have to be more careful how they act and talk. So what, they're really racist on purpose all the time. They're judgmental, as well, or used to be.
film|boards
(link)
Is it worth investing in this site?
• movie theater tickets - including concessions
• past DVDs of popular/favorite directors
• going through old DVDs of popular/favorite movie stars/actors
• video games
• comic books
• novel-izations of big/favorite/notable movies
• online purchases - social networking
Not to mention, the things anyone would buy, like good furniture, new gadgets, nice new bags of black or colors, etc.
The list goes on.
Not to mention regular, nutritious meals and snacks. Drinks.
So, again, I ask you? Is it worth investing in this site? Think of all the expenses it could have entailed, outside of posting about life on the General Discussion Board etc. Is it worth "investing?"
Andre Rieu's Mentality / Mindset
Do people think Andre Rieu is about people born in Late Generation X who messed up and are mean, like everything is supposed to be unpleasant to stall for them?
It's like they can't decide if they can "live it up" with me alive or if I need to be told they will and I die first or something so I can't. That's not okay. It's not a joke.
"The World?"
Late Baby Boomers "ruled the world" in the New Orleans area when I was in high school, which was 2000-2004.
They "set the scene" for the connection between home and school life. School life was run by Early Generation X. Of course, there were countless lady teachers born in the 1940s and where I was as a preteen countless ladies born in the early 1950s as mothers checking the class out and offering to adopt me because they loved me so much. I know there were a lot of people at the Catholic high school with older parents. I'may have been in the younger end of the calendar, but there was always the class above and even behind.
"The Teen Scene"
Remember when Pirates was popular? People complain they should have come home after college.
People complain they didn't make the teen scene into adulthood, but they were just stubborn and quit.
A New "Project?"
So, all this time, I was building up my life, who I was and what I know, and suddenly it's a new "project" or something to turn Andre Rieu into something that defeats me as if he wasn't there with me as opposed to certain kinds of others.
"Tea Tree"
When I lived in Orlando, when my younger brother was home, I saw he used "tea tree" products.
Groceries
Instacart
I ordered like 200 Nature Valley bar made up of mostly nuts with stuff like peanut cream or even the chocolate, etc. It comes between 4 and 6, today. It was $98.86. We couldn't afford these so much when I was a kid. Of course, I've had them some.
Music
I listened to this music yesterday and am still listening to the last one.
40:34 minutes
53:28
27:56
France and Italy
Since Ashley and Michael became of France and are like in there now etc., like is Ashley still allowed in Italy?
Dream
A musical instrument that looked like something from science, more like an Indonesian hanging "keyboard" instrument, was being shown in a classroom. I ate some of it.
Then we went to a library and I asked if I could publish my blog online or in a book. I was like a kid with other kids my age. I remember looking at some different ages. People born around 1970 and even earlier didn't have kids. I got close to a girl my age going in the library and it felt cozy, like it was supposed to replace someone older.
I think twice I didn't get a hug, not sure from what or who. First, in the classroom, was some monster or creature and it was about the Dutch culture in Indonesia. It was like it was Andre Rieu maybe sometimes, and I didn't get a hug. I was sitting in some furry blanket, which was used to cover the instrument at the end, and now it was in pieces.
Another thought was that people felt like inanimate objects and not love, but I still believed.
"A Bad Influence"
People used to act like they were talking to me and trying to make me tacky for talking to a cool girl, like I couldn't see past her flaws and they were used to it. I still don't know if they were right, but they don't seem to be taking advantage of opportunities to me. I bet it's like in Orlando and now here people acting like I'm tacky when I'm not just because of the past and me being overweight.
I have to unravel, as I am not tacky. I've known this.
Andre Rieu! ...
I see that the Andre Rieu group has decided to pop the bubble and wonder about everyone feeling pleasure, like it's a new topic. You shouldn't be looking at me and squinting all your eyes to see what I did wrong. You should all be criticizing yourselves.
It's funny Pierre / family does this. I know Petra's daughter did this to her, as for the whole orchestra, maybe the orchestra thinking they were supporting her but saying they were better but not denying her pleasure while I was denied.
Tuesday, September 17, 2024
Andre Rieu - Concert - Notes
September 15, 2024 (Sunday)
Do you think he wants to get other people to do what he does with him? I guess that would sorta "get it over with." Anyone could guess or figure that out yet not say something about it anywhere and maybe not even let anyone know. He could still be "top dog" and the "main man?"
It looked exciting in this audience. They weren't rude and stuck up. They weren't especially expressive, though. That's the Spanish for you, in Latin America.
The soloist in the royal blue dress, Christina, a cute and beautiful Greek girl, is really doing good. Her voice is resonating well.
The soloist with the bleached hair and red and yellow checkered skirt and royal blue shawl is from the Ukraine. I met a blonde with tan skin from the Ukraine in both the last and present nursing home I'm in, not nurses though. One was a helper and one was a physical therapist. Both are young and mature. I think the last one had brown eyes and seemed older and this one probably blue eyes. Both were a bit chubby, too. Very sweet! This singer is more frail.
The American soloist with bleached hair seems to be getting a lot of pity, now, but it's like other people with Dutch influence or heritage are wondering why I don't suffer whatever happened to other Americans, per chance. Like, maybe they themselves should look at themselves, as I wanted to be in Europe myself, was looking at Germany for a long time, aiming for it without looking must be over half my life.
Andre Rieu seems preoccupied. I don't ask for much. I wonder what he's up to. He seems hungry for sex.
The strings were amplifying well, in part of the end sections.
When Andre Rieu led the girl on the side out once he did it with a lot of "love" and feeling and pleasure, like he was leading Christine as the Phantom. Also, I know everyone is ready to act unimpressed and say they didn't get something so couldn't seem as amazing for the moment, which would lead to better things.
















