Someone who took my blood sugar, young like me, thinks she can boss me around and tell me I'm bad, like she's an adult and I'm a child. "That won't be necessary..."
Friday, September 20, 2024
Beach Blondes in Cleveland
The beach blondes in the Cleveland area are dumb and ditzy and think they can take liberty to do anything.
I just closed my door to annoy people being mean but not in a way they can say, and she tried to sound like she said, "Police." That reminds me of the one in the hospital in December who wouldn't listen when I said I was better and wanted to go home... I would up in the mental hospital and nursing home for 1/2 year.
"Problem Solved"
I ordered a bike horn and bell to annoy the residents and workers of the nursing home, in a civil way so they don't notice. They come Monday, or else I'd have to pay an extra $6.
I'll have to use the horn in my room, possibly with the door closed with my roommate away or awake. I can bring the bell around and see what happens. I'm not sure what else I could get, maybe some sticks or a Christmas bell, though a Christmas bell is too cheery for this.
Andre Rieu...
(38:06 minutes long)
It seems like all of a sudden he's got a lot of young people in it and some of their ego is "out of bounds." Nonetheless, they make bright music, sometimes or rather often. I wonder if they are physically very animate and therefore strong and in good shape.
He shows the orchestra/choir/solo-singers so much love, out of nowhere, with all those young people. He got so animate and dynamic and even "off the wall" in flow, displaying his love, as well. They are so carefree and happy go lucky, without a care in the world. I'm not sure if they try hard to impress or express themselves very much. Maybe, even a handful or a few could be American. I know at least one, a solo singer. She had become a topic of my fascination, even locally.
The soloist near the end in the red dress is so cool!...
Ashley...
My relationship with Ashley, which is that of a distant family, is probably different than that of with her friends and others.
No Joke
I don't think it's a joke to watch me in private like it matters only to abandon that it matters.
Issue
I don't want the reason people question me to be because they "can't believe" I can function and be a good girl, indeed. They don't question everybody else, like this. So, this is what happened when people watched me in private.
Family
It's sorta a family thing. I feel like I've disowned much of my surviving family for only paying attention to and finding cool Joni and Ashley.
Ashley?
Why is Ashley used to make us feel ashamed, ashamed for what especially? Does it bounce back on whoever imposed upon us?
I know people are racist to her, but it's used against me...
I don't like how my family has gotten in my way in the world. Even my parents gave me the silent treatment, and it was like I was trapped like a joke when I came home from college.
Thursday, September 19, 2024
Andre Rieu...
I had a good feeling when the little 16 year old girl who can't "eat..." turned to me like she needed me... It felt like sex, in a good way. I felt it like in the scope of the top to the tuck of my female inners sorta over it. towards the front. I felt like I just looked down and gave her a hug, and it was a little in form like Andre Rieu on the top. Maybe, you can even picture this.
Andre Rieu...
The guest flautist is cute joining the orchestra. It was interesting to catch this dialogue between him and the girl flautist in the orchestra. Of course, people are always having secret exchanges of messages without saying. I said it here, but I don't usually say it but have used it.
Pierre and Andre
So, when Andre insults me because he's "embarrassed" about his son or feels sorry for him, aren't I supposed to have a cozy life in friendship with Pierre Rieu etc.?
Pierre Rieu's Daughters
Pierre Rieu's daughters don't look like him, before you saying his being Jewish can be the excuse.
So, we should work on him.
Dreams
I dreamed in East Cleveland. They supported it.
I dunno about Northwest Cleveland. I did there, too. I went to a nursing home further Northwest Cleveland in a different city, but the nursing home was bad. Now, I'm in the county west, Lorain County. I can still dream and better in some ways.
Still, these dreams were born in Orlando. I just couldn't tell at the time how different it was.
Andre Rieu...
I noticed he actually featured a solo flautist. He probably knows about the flautist I saw who was more attractive than me, and it must represent her.
Andre Rieu...
This was last night in Latin America.
This was a nice video, a bit clear. The boy was cute. The orchestra is in the pits.
Status
I just got back from physical therapy. I did things with weighing down on my arms and legs for, like, 1/2 hour.
I just got my blood sugar tested and will proceed to making my bed soon.
Cheese lasagna for lunch. I'm happy. I forgot to see if I wanted the alternate lunch, which would be egg salad sandwiches.
🚿
I just took a shower and feel and look much better!
I'm changing my bed sheets. I'll put my laundry in. I already am having my comforter and pillowcase washed.
I paid $41/$42 for the application fee for the apartment I like.
Wednesday, September 18, 2024
Annoying
Wow, the people in this Cleveland area, Lorain County, think they can do anything like super powers boasting and trying to scare everyone and acting annoying to me.
Question
Why ever should I care if you or someone doesn't understand what I say?
... You all barely say anything and think everything has a negative connotation.
... You all barely say anything and think everything has a negative connotation.
Anger
I saw a video of someone with Andre Rieu acting threateningly. He "said" I didn't apologize for something "big." It's none of his business snooping especially. He's an accident. I can say whatever I want to say. I didn't hurt anyone. I guess people have to be more careful how they act and talk. So what, they're really racist on purpose all the time. They're judgmental, as well, or used to be.
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