Sunday, September 22, 2024

Exercise

20 Minute 90s Hip Hop Dance Exercise

Logistics?

So, anyone who says they are "good" to Joni is dishonest?  Unless they are like the Gabby girls or some other attractive person you accept?

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Nursing Home Supper

Question

I was wondering.  Who put my mom up against Joni and Andre?  I'm here to tell you there are other nicer people in the world.

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I showered and combed my hair and am having my 1/2 gallon jug of ice and water.

If I buy something might be eye drops just to be nice and anyway wanted some before and later.

Apartment

Someone came who can help me find a home in like 4-6 weeks.

Late Baby Boomer Females and Generation XYZA

Does it make you sick the way Late Baby Boomer females look at Generation XYZA children?  Like, "Oh, look at the legs, from dance, they can't even-"

I know I say it and it "goes over people's heads," but if someone else said it who was also attractive and so on you'd take it seriously and it'd matter and be interesting and things would light up again now.

Also, we need to see why France doesn't "do" anything.

Popularity?

If people think I looked so good, why didn't they try hard to respect me to get popular?  I don't think it's anything to do with me, due to what I do in regards to having Asian genes.

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I feel sorta drowsy for some reason.

I shouldn't have to do all this work to fix my life... from the problems others gave me.

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I think the African American and adopted Japanese/Korean? girl in Norway are trying to stir something by being mean to me, while the Whites ignore me.

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Nursing Home Lunch

I had sweetened peaches, too.

Tired

My foot/ankle/leg is tired after putting the laundry away, maybe too tired for a shower then church.

I might post online a bit, even eat more, then go to bed.

Question

The people monitoring me in private want to know why Andre Rieu, as I said, is attractive, but people can still look him in the eye for his life experience?

Shit

Boy, Ohio sure is shit.  They are no party.  Life is already work and not much in it.

They should get their head out of the nature of Asian people and their being correct and intelligent and learn to cook their own food!  Proves I'm better.  They're too lazy and guilt-ridden to cook the food Asians found to make.  There are lots of interest ones of course not in restaurants, lots of seafood of weird animals.

Also, why do you expect people to be so attractive you can't look at them anyway or else they're not good enough for you?  You can still talk to them..  They need to talk to other people.  Also, why would you start noticing that in others and not me? and people I like that you found out about?

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Sorry, I meant that I'm not too fat to be more un-relate-able than most people for no good reason.

"I'll start."

So!  I'll go first.  Do you think Margaret Campo had a good time?

Also, I'm "reasonably" attractive overall, enough to talk to.  Fit, not too far.  What dummy would avert me?

My Time

Why am I wasting my time being treated like a criminal when I could be enjoying myself and solving problems?

Discussion of Joni

So, what do you know about Joni, that's not like a precious secret I know from visiting her?

Being White or Joni

Why should I let you slide by in every way if you're white if you're not as attractive as Joni?

Hollywood and Dance

Who cares what Hollywood thinks?  They are eyes glued to the girls who did dance from age 3.

Joni Worshippers

Most people who worship Joni must "go to Hell."

Joni to "Pursue"

Now, Joni isn't as contained.  I have to track traces of her down in other people to attack.

"Cleveland" and Joni?...

I think Cleveland really is just helping Joni but that they're not good enough to have anything to do with her and are pretty bad and in certain ways now.

Ignored

Why pay attention to or talk to anyone at this nursing home?  Even the ugly ones are all about Joni.

I don't need to care.

I don't need to worry about people anymore.

My roommate has on church talking or something, and I just realized all this shit they do all they care about is Joni.

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Nursing Home Breakfast

People Being "Better" Than Other People and Things in the World

When I was "better," say for me that seemed like more childlike and European, no one set me apart, like they do with people like Joni and Gabby.  The people monitoring me in private using Ellen since 2012 have been trying to knock me out not to be as amazing, and other things happened because of the people monitoring me in private.  Ellen did it on purpose for this reason.

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Nursing Home Breakfast


Comparing Joni

These other people are shit compared to Joni.

Andre and Joni

I woke up and everyone was talking and making up stuff about Joni and Andre.  Why should I waste any of my time on shit like this?

Saturday, September 21, 2024

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I had a granola bar.

Then, I had 3 kinds of Triscuits, including an old-tasting fresh mozzarella "cheese stick."

Exercise

20 Minutes

Instagram

Link

Dennis Close (Trombone)

Me:

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Nursing Home Supper

Andre Rieu



The Greek guy I saw seems to think it's not fair between the countries of Southern Europe, pray tell what that means for the rest of it.



Andre Rieu is really getting into it, and the musicians or some can be rude.  So what if I said something smart? that I say something and someone else saying it would matter more.  These are bigger things than "Andre Rieu is really sexy."  We all know that?  Say something!



It was nice to see the orchestra with Andre Rieu leading etc. walking to the concert.



She acts expressive and knows I would try to say what it means.  She says, "Say Frilly and you don't sing."  Andre Rieu praises her, but it doesn't mean he means what she says applies... and to me.


So, Ashley, and Barb, like to post and not respond, especially not to me.  I can live with people and talk to them and not just be famous.  They don't tell other people to bow down to them like they tell me to bow down to Ashley, Barb, etc.  The Gabby girls probably don't experience being told to bow down to Ashley and Barb, though they probably make them feel belittled, as well.  Maybe, they are perfect, though.  They may not be as good as pleasure gets, but still.

His orchestra even bows down to Ashley..  😳

Nails

I cut my fingernails, today.

Exercise

~ 30 Minutes

Shopping

I bought coral and light bluish green glitter liquid eyeshadow and a clapper, to come in Monday.

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Sparkling Water

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That Kamala

She's just like the new generation of kids. Hmph! She's having families of slave owners pay, maybe like in taxes, to support I think he lives of descendants of enslaved peoples "imported" from Africa, long ago, to this country, the United States of America! She finds something smart and brings forward the final statement which seems two times as a big as anything ever possible in my time as a kid. Hmph!

(So, you were supposed to notice she is the age to be the parents of younger kids, like Obama was. At least, she's as good as his generation was! hehe.gif)

Andre Rieu



I notice the candles are "especially" pretty!  😍  I also like this singer.



This is another French background, Eiffel.  Andre Rieu really seems to care about her getting up the ladder and making it and living-  "Need I say more?"  He seems endearing to her feeling French after the Dutch all think they are better yet disregard me, the one who agreed to this.  Those little girls in that country around him at various events who grew up in Maastricht.



You know, the Latin Americans "secretly" come there to judge the music but know they are "on top of the world," you might say, even to Andre's sentiment, usually, unless you think it was Italy, too/more.

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Pizza Hut

Feeling Dirty

Why am I hot and cool and sweating?  I need a shower, too.  I shower, twice a day.  I just showered last night.  Some people in the nursing home, maybe many, don't shower every day.  Older people may be like that.

Dream

I was in a church like the one in Slidell and Altamonte Springs.  I dreamed Petra Mullejans came out of the hospital and picked me up and I felt love.

Facial Soap?

I ordered orange facial scrub... should fix "dark" marks.

Lunch

I got Pizza Hut!

My sugar was 165, after a crazy dream...  I made myself see thing sloppily, they didn't come and appear to me.

I feel sorry for all the kids who can't get Pizza Hut and around the world.

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Nursing Home Breakfast


Friday, September 20, 2024

Andre Rieu...

I'm tired about guessing about Andre Rieu and him not affording a camera to take a selfie without the help of lots of other men.

Sad

I usually feel better in bed, but I couldn't do cardio/dance, today, neither.  I also didn't exercise much, had counseling, the physical therapy.  I need to get outta here.  I might get out of physical therapy, now...

Wants

If I want something, I can seek it out, like affection from older people.